AUGH!! i'm so fucken pissed right now! I cant stand this gay shit! My bday is tomorrow and nothing good has happened to me! My mother decided to be gay and say that we cant do anything wit friends bcuz "we're gonna have a quiet @ home weekend"!! grrr!! it pissed me off soo much! So yesterday *Saturday* we went to my aunt's graduation! then we went bak to her house and had food and stuff. It was pretty kkool i guess cuz i hung out wit muh 17 year old "cousin"! his name's JT! he's funny! but i was pissed when my dad said we had to leave cuz my aunt didnt get to braid my hair!¡! (FUCK! now i just lost the cap to my soda! dammit!!!) So we got home and i went to bed! Today i went to church and now i'm doin this...while waiting to watch Dustin while my mother and sister go to the YMCA so denisha can get trained on the exercise equipment! ...and dustin is pissy just like me, so that'll be sooo much fun. Then @ fucken FOUR O' CLOCK i go bak to church to work on dinner theature! I h8 it this year, it's soo gay! It's the dumbest one i've ever done! and i dont have my lines memorized yet, which they was spossed to be done last week, but no1 did last week, so they said "THEY HAVE TO BE MEMORIZED THIS WEEK" cuz we only have like 2 more weeks till the actual performance! but not like i give a damn!! Anyway, then tomorrow *which is actually my bday, woo...par-t-y* i have to go to school. Then i have afterschool band rehearsal which i h8 more than anything, then i go STRAIGHT from there to cheer conditioning until 7:30 and i get home @ 8:00! i'm soo fucken pissed!!! then i get a present from my sister, which i proally wont even like, or have anything to do with so, w.e! and i'm even more mad cuz i dont have my camera bcuz we didnt order it yet!!! which makes me soooo god damn bloodthirsty bcuz i want that camera soo fucken badddd!!! and i cant do anything next weekend eitha cuz we're leavin for West Virginia on Thursday straight after i get fitted for my cheerleading uniform! GOD! Oh, and to add something else that's shitty in my life...Darrien and me are pretty much ova! but o well, i decided that it's time to move on! The end! so, there's how my life's goin right now! hope ure's is a hell of a lot better!!! ttyl! leave a tag ! bye!

***[pissed off] Jazzi***