AUGH!! i'm so fucken pissed right now! I cant stand this gay shit! My bday is tomorrow and nothing good has happened to me! My mother decided to be gay and say that we cant do anything wit friends bcuz "we're gonna have a quiet @ home weekend"!! grrr!! it pissed me off soo much! So yesterday *Saturday* we went to my aunt's graduation! then we went bak to her house and had food and stuff. It was pretty kkool i guess cuz i hung out wit muh 17 year old "cousin"! his name's JT! he's funny! but i was pissed when my dad said we had to leave cuz my aunt didnt get to braid my hair!¡! (FUCK! now i just lost the cap to my soda! dammit!!!) So we got home and i went to bed! Today i went to church and now i'm doin this...while waiting to watch Dustin while my mother and sister go to the YMCA so denisha can get trained on the exercise equipment! ...and dustin is pissy just like me, so that'll be sooo much fun. Then @ fucken FOUR O' CLOCK i go bak to church to work on dinner theature! I h8 it this year, it's soo gay! It's the dumbest one i've ever done! and i dont have my lines memorized yet, which they was spossed to be done last week, but no1 did last week, so they said "THEY HAVE TO BE MEMORIZED THIS WEEK" cuz we only have like 2 more weeks till the actual performance! but not like i give a damn!! Anyway, then tomorrow *which is actually my bday, woo...par-t-y* i have to go to school. Then i have afterschool band rehearsal which i h8 more than anything, then i go STRAIGHT from there to cheer conditioning until 7:30 and i get home @ 8:00! i'm soo fucken pissed!!! then i get a present from my sister, which i proally wont even like, or have anything to do with so, w.e! and i'm even more mad cuz i dont have my camera bcuz we didnt order it yet!!! which makes me soooo god damn bloodthirsty bcuz i want that camera soo fucken badddd!!! and i cant do anything next weekend eitha cuz we're leavin for West Virginia on Thursday straight after i get fitted for my cheerleading uniform! GOD! Oh, and to add something else that's shitty in my life...Darrien and me are pretty much ova! but o well, i decided that it's time to move on! The end! so, there's how my life's goin right now! hope ure's is a hell of a lot better!!! ttyl! leave a tag ! bye!

***[pissed off] Jazzi***

You a 90's child?

Highlight everything that you remember, or that applies to you

Sesame Street

Lamb Chops

The Muppets

Arthur

E.T.

Roger's Imagination

Pokemon

Hey Arnold!

Land Before Time

I saw Lion King when it was in the theaters

I saw Jurassic Park when it was in the theaters

Kurt Cobain's death

Grunge

Titanic rocked my socks

Britney Spear's break from the biz

I loved the Spice Girls

Gettin Jiggy With It

My Heart Will Go On [Titanic Love Song]

This Is How We Do It

Macarena

Genie In A Bottle

Smells Like Teen Spirit

Under The Bridge

Gangsta's Paradise

I own the Backstreet Boys CD

I own the N'Sync CD

Britney Spears was my favorite singer at one point during the 90s

The Matrix is one of my favorite movies of all time

^^Some of this stuff that's not highlighted i did do! but i didnt do it till the 21st century! lol! leave sum lovins childz!

1) Do you have a dog? no

2) Can you play an instrument? yes

3) Do you consider yourself a good dancer? yes

4) Can you whistle? yes

5) Are you in middle school? Unfortunetly!

6) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope, single and ready to mingle! lol

7) Does AIM take up more than half of your life? If I’m not gone!

Do you own a LIVESTRONG bracelet? Nope L

9) Do you own any kind of baller band? nope

10) How often do you go out to eat? rarely

11) Do you have more than two best friends? ...as a matter of fact I do!

12) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?   Yes, the bear Darrien Michael gave to me for valentine’s day!

13) Are you a Star Wars nerd? Eww! Hell no!

14) Do you like school? No way, just for the bois!

15) Can you speak two languages? Not fluently[Spanish]

16) Can you play the air guitar? Haha, yea yea, SIKE! I’m bad @ that too!

17) Can you count to 50 in Spanish? Yep yep!

1 Have you ever invented something? Nope, I’m not that smart!

19) Are you related to somebody famous? If so, who? Does “ure mom” count? Lol!

20) How long have you had your xanga? Don’t have one

21) Have you ever been in a school play? nope

22) Do you know anybody named Bob? Yes, my tumbling class instructor! Lol! I feel special now!

23) Do you hate your social studies teacher? Nope!

24) Can you understand HTML? Huh?

25) Do you know how to play frisbee golf? Yes, it’s gay!

26) Do you have alot of nicknames? Not really

27) Do you have a ton of screen names (like me)? Um...like 7! lmao

2 Do you think you have a good sense of style? Yuppers, but I despretly need new clothes

29) Are you usually hot or cold? cold

30) What do you want to be when you get older? A pediatrician

31) Have you ever been out of the country? nope

32) Do you watch American Idol? Faithfully!

33) Do you have more than one xanga? Uh...no, I don’t even have one!

34) What's your favorite show? I dunno!

35) Can you do oragami? A miniscule bit! Tehe!

36) Do you own a laptop? ...psh! I wish!

37) Are you a brunette? yes

3 A blonde? No

39) A redhead? I’ll tell you in Spanish, no! but I actually put color in my hair so now my hair’s kinda redish! Lol but, still, no!

40) Do you play a sport? ...um I cheer! Which is way harder than you’d think! It’s kicks my @$$! lol

41) Are you a vegetarian? Hell no!!!

42) What sort of music do you listen to? Rap, hip hop, and r & b!

43) Do you have a cat? Yes, a growing kitten!

44) Do you like elephants? Uh...yes, I have one in my refrigerator! Are you retarded nigga? Lmmfao!

45) Have you ever been in a commercial (I have!!)? no way girl!

46) Do you have digital cable? Nope, just regular cable!

47) Do you have a brother? Yes, 2

4 A sister? yup

49) Are you an only child? Uh^^ no!

50) Are you glad this is over? Sure, why not? lol

...i was bored guys and no1 really had any good survey up so i decided to find one! lol! Not that this one is good or nuttin but that's ok! It didnt take me that long, but i kno how to type w/o lookin! lol! Dont you feel like a loser now! haha! jp! hope you enjoy! later gators!

~~The Shaimister~~~

^DORK! *...and i give you the "loser"!*

Do You Care?

It burns within me to see you with her. 

I love you, do you care?

The way you touch her like you used to touch me.

I love you, do you care?

Is it the same as when you were with me?

I love you, do you care?

Holding hands and showing the world.

I love you, do you care?

Never thinking about what I want.

I love you, do you care?

How do you not feel this? Did you forget about me?

I love you, do you care?

Silent nothings, in pure silence of night.

I love you, do you care?

Frosted breath through the long winters.

I love you, do you care?

When will you realize I haven’t moved on?

I love you, do you care?

Loving is forever, we don’t have forever anymore.

...I love you...will you ever care?

By: Jasmine Shai Biggers

...I wrote this in like 20 minutes, but it contains most of my life in only 20 lines! I’m sooo hurt by guys! I cant do it anymore! I’ve shed many tears over guys this year than probably in my whole life. And I haven’t even gone out with any this year! I’ve cried the entire time it took me to write this plus way more! Well, sorry I haven’t updated my life is mad busy/crazy. I’m really sorry guys! I miss life when I still thought guys had cooties and everyone just played and didn’t  fight “in the sandbox”.  Running in the grass and fallin on your butt and no school/kindergarten. Then you wake up the next morning and do it again. Parents read books to you and you love to play with your little sister, and you don’t have a care in the world! I don’t get it? Why does stuff like this have to happen? It’s not fun....fuck you Eve!!!!

Later childz...i cant go on!

~~Emotional JaZz

Hey guys! i dont really have time now cuz i gotta study for a test and do homework and do the dishes and get bitched @ by the rents, but i'm gonna update!  Bye GUYS!